tons of pictures...perhaps too many...

from party #1: jr (biker) and kristen (daphney)
blue (dirty priest) and leah (stepford wife)
me (garden) and elizabeth (narnian ice queen)
emily and eric...hosts of the party, costumes self-explanatory...
audra and mike...what a hoot!
from party # 2: moyer...can you believe this sweet ladie works at ann taylor?
trevor seth as trevor seth and me as a garden (or whatever)
joel (steve zizzou) and ashley's mom sarah as a fat belly dancer (yes, with a fat suit!)
travis the werewolf and katie the butterfly
cutie ashley the queen bee
gina and the kids, lauren frances (princess jasmine), hunter (blue power ranger), and lindsey aka "marty" (minne mouse)

open invitation

so i don't know what this is all about, i guess it's some sort of game. but i'm having a potluck dinner this saturday at my apartment at 6:30. there will be no dice involved. i sent out emails to those that i have, but if i didn't send one to you, and you're reading this, consider yourself invited. there's no theme or anything. i'd like to know who is planning on coming, though, so i can get more plates and stuff if i need to. oh, and if you're afraid you won't know anybody, just bring someone you do know.

halloween pictures are coming soon. be certian of that...

coach trevor

i'm kind of in a bummer mood, so i'm not going to go through the entire process of posting all of my pictures from this weekend. i'll just do saturday morning, when trevor coached the last 2 games of the season for the buzzing bees of conway county, a co-ed under-12 (i think) team with a great group of kids. jacob was actually their official coach, but trevor and phil did a good bit of co-coaching. they didn't win their last 2 games, but played really well in the first one of the morning, which was super foggy. these pictures are from the second game in which they didn't play quite as well, for several reasons that might not interest the average blog reader. anyhoo, i'll post my halloween pictures soon.

aaaannnd...ACTION!

well, just killing a little time before i go pick trevor up so we can head on down to the hot springs documentary film festival. ahh, memories. that was trevor's and my first adventure together (before we were actually an "item"). i love it. we're going to try to catch the opening film, Homemade Hillbilly Jam, tonight and then we're camping out on lake ouachita (that's watch-a-taw, for those of you non-arkies). i'm pretty excited. we didn't get to go last year. we'll only be staying through part of saturday, because it's katy and travis's birthday party saturday night. how interesting it would be to have the same birthday as your boyfriend...and both libras...
i spent the morning with ashley at saver's getting ready for halloween. we're both going for a sweet look. nothing more shall be said... i'm in a bind, though, because i've got 2 parties i could go to on the same night; one in little rock, and one in thornburg (the one where trevor and i had our first smooch...man, am i sentimental and gross or what?).
oh, and for your central arkansans: wednesday louis's restaurant should be open, and then friday the 28th there should be a grand opening/birthday party (for louis) down there. same location as cornerstone was, but a new name and a new style: reno's argenta cafe. more info on that later (i seem to be the last to know almost everything in my family).
alright, well, i'm gonna get to work...lots of packing to do, and cleaning (to probably not do). i'll just leave us with a cute picture of trevor and me in the early days...

sometimes i wish i had a shetland pony

i mean, really. i think it would do a lot for my life. probably not much for my image (or persistent flea problem), but it could really round out my personality. i can just picture coming home each day to a little pony in my apartment. of course, i'd take it out all the time so it could play and i could ride it. there are even seeing-eye ponies! i'm so tired, i sound like a nutt.

what a week! totally void of school-like things (that is, unless you consider taking a nasty midterm scholastic). monday night was the "welcome chanda (trevor's oldest sister) and sarah (chanda's friend) potluck" in perryville. i took homemade pumpkin pie, made from a real pumpkin. some people say that it's better from the can. i disagree. wholeheartedly. i even toasted the seeds with garlic salt. tasty. tuesday trevor and i had a little "chat" that was i suppose a bit less than pleasant. wednesday was back to perryville for meredith's going away party (moss, i thought you were gonna be there). had dinner at joel's first, which was delicioso. today was the longest day ever at my internship. i just didn't have enough to really keep me busy enough not to notice how exhausted i've been. tonight trevor, chanda, et. al. came in to town and i met them at the flying fish (favorite) for dinner. then everybody came back to my apartment to hang out for a while. i think it was the most people that i've had over here since i moved in...kind of sad. i'm thinking of having a dinner over here or something...any takers?

marry gay men, have sex with robots

ah, it's fall...for some reason fall always takes me back to my sophomore year at uca. i had a really awesome fall. there was frisbee, we went camping all the time, i had a super great crowd of friends, we partied a lot (but weren't out of control), we made our "six lists", i took a poetry class and wrote a lot. it seems i operated on such a different philosophy. in fact, the above post title is a reference to the masterplan that virginia and i came up with. the perfect solution. now, things have settled quite a bit with the trevor man, and things are going to be okay, but i've just got to link this site: throw rocks at boys. it's a game that's easy to get stuck doing for a while. i'm pretty good at the first level, but have yet to get past level 2...it's hard to time the rocks, as you're dropping them rather than throwing them. anyways, it was linked on v's blog, and i checked it out. oh, had i only had this game to play when i really felt that way about boys...what a wise fool...

cuteness factor

so this saturday was filled with loads of fun family time. nothing like watching your favorite kiddos do their thing...hunter's soccer game (their team didn't do so well, but fun was had by all). it's always so cute to see him in his gigantic umbros and jersey. he was the smallest of them out there, but he sure ran his heart out.

and here's lauren frances at her gymnastics show. she's already on the show team at the age of 6, which requires hours of practice each week. it was super cute.

of course we can't forget the ultimate spectator. adding new words to her vocabulary every day, she cheered hunter on "go hunter go!". tonight aunt margie was bribing lindsey with chocolate chips so she'd give kisses. "i want bunches!"

i wish i could upload the video i took of all of them. i'm tellin ya, cute cute cute. if they weren't my neices and nephew, i'd kidnap them in a heartbeat. my kids had better be this cute!

so who's with me???

now, i know it's not quite chilled out just yet, but i'm thinking maybe we should put some camp-out plans in the works...eh? whaddayasay?

so here's what i'm thinking: how about either the weekend of october 7-9 or 21-23? heck, i could do both! doesn't have to be hard core, doesn't even have to involve the whole weekend. i just miss those camping days of college where we'd decide on a whim to pack up and go camping, setting up camp by the light of the car headlights. ahh, the good old days. but i recognize that we've all become busy important people, thus necessitating a little forward planning. so that's what i'm doing. i'm putting it out there. who's comign with me?

copy cat strikes again...

so my brain hasn't been working so well lately. lots of not so good stuff going on. but, to keep it light and unoriginal, i'll copy (but add in my own details) an idea from someone else's blog post.
10 years ago:
1. I was a freshman at Mount Saint Mary Academy
2. I loved going to CHS football games, but I always got really nervous about talking to new people
3. I spent 4 hours a day on the phone to a boy that would never become my boyfriend (but who would break my heart...the little troll)
4. My bedroom was half of a garage and had no windows (but was painted pink...which i didn't actually like)
5. I had fewer friends than I'd like to admit

5 years ago:
1. I was a sophomore at UCA
2. I had a massive crush on a friend who shall remain nameless (not that he didn't know it...not that i didn't tell him...)
3. I played a lot of ultimate frisbee, kinda sucked, and got a stress fracture in my leg
4. I made out for the first time with a boy that wasn't already my boyfriend
5. I started boozing it up and going to (and throwing) some awesome parties

1 year ago:
1. I was a first-year MSW student
2. I lived in an awesome house with Leah
3. My laptop was brand new
4. I went to school without a group of people i was already friends with for the first time since the fourth grade
5. We only got 3 channels on the tv

Yesterday:
1. I watched 7 episodes of Dawson's Creek
2. I cried a lot (not from Dawson's Creek)
3. I ate boiled crab legs
4. I ate some more of those delicious cookies (see below post)
5. Ashley was an amazing friend

5 songs I know all the words to:
1. hook, the blues traveler (yep, worked really hard on that one in 9th grade)
2. american pie, don mclean (another massive effort)
3. livin' on a prayer, bon jovi (since i was like 5)
4. wagon wheel, as done by old crow medicine show
5. baby i got your money, odb (that's right v, i still got it)

If I had a million dollars I would:
1. give a lot of it away
2. pay off my student loans and pay for my next degree
3. buy a hybrid
4. get out of my flea-infested apartment
5. fix up trevor's car

5 things I would never wear:
1. a ski mask
2. a long jean skirt
3. a short jean skirt
4. a chain around my stomach
5. a hat with an umbrella on it

5 Bad Habits:
1. saying the f word
2. scratching my head (it really is a habit i've had since forever...not a result of the fleas)
3. gossiping (oh, come on, we all do it)
4. smelling my armpits
5. procrastinating

5 Biggest Joys:
1. trevor seth
2. my neices and nephew
3. hot showers
4. sleeping in
5. plants and animals

well, that's it. i commend you if you made it through the end. so here's a question for the night...is it possible for a blog post to hold its own without photos?

milk and cookies

sweet mother! okay, so i totally don't generally condone pillsbury products, mostly because of their advertisement tactics (my man's so big and strong, me woman gonna make him some biscuits...oh, we can heat our dinner rolls up one at a time so our family never has to eat together...you get the point), but holy crap! i stumbled upon something i'd never even imagined today at the grocery store. an additional disclaimer: i also don't usually support the very ready-to-bake cookie sort of thing. but they have smores cookies! that's right, folks, smores cookies. graham flavored cookies with chocolate and marshmallow chunks. now the marshmallow leaves a little to be desired, but on the whole, i'm impressed. and here's my rationale: i am not exactly what one would call a baking connisseur. i'm actuall not so great at it. would i buy chocolate chip break and bake cookies? no. but smores, come on, there's no way i'd be able to craft that one up. though if i could, maybe i could get on martha's next season.

alright, so moving right along in this here commercial...and on to my favorite buy each week. all natural milk from mountain springs creamery in marshall, arkansas. yep, you can get milk from healthy (read: hormone and antibiotic-free grass-fed ladies) from a local consumer. wow, you must have to drive to marshall, one might think. nope, you can get it in several (and increasingly more) locations around town. the best pick is hardin's river mercantile in the river market (not just because they're my friends, but also because it's owned by local folk and not by a corporation). a handful of kroger stores in little rock have also caught on to the craze (notably hilcrest and the heights). glass bottles, pasteurized at the lowest allowable level (better flavor, good bacteria, but still no fear of the bad germs), and available in skim, 2%, whole, creamline (whole, un-homogenized milk...closest you're gonna get without milking the cow for yourself) and chocolate (tastes like what you make at home, only just right every time).
okey dokey, i'm insane. i just promoted 2 entirely different food products, one of which is a bit beyond my food ethics. but let's call it even. i just plugged some awesome local milk, and hope that all you arkies go out and get some.

so on a personal note...here's to me having a really productive week and getting to watch tons of dawson's creek, season 5. i love it. time management...who knew?
later peeps..

about darn time!

carnival in maastricht, the carnival capitol of the netherlands





finally got to have a chat with my old pal andy (he's not old, we've just been pals by far for several years now). we're not that great at keeping in touch, but it's pretty much always easy to catch back up. he's doing well...looking into moving from denver back to minnesota (yes, i do seem to befriend many minnesotans!), his homestead. andy and i were in maastricht in 2002 and lived in the same building. rock climbing buddies and daytrippers, we had a blast. so here's some photos of the beloved netherlands (and other visited places), as a shout-out for mr. andy nelson.

that's andy there at quirin chapel, just one stop on our busy busy day trip to luxembourg









how i wish i were there...neice is nice

winning the war

that's right, folks. today i'm finally winning the war against these freakin fleas! no more skirmishes, where i think i've gotten them and they manage to rally the troops for yet another assault on my ankles and belly. nope...i've called in for the big guns. i'm totally hacked with myself that i didn't do it sooner. i guess i worried that my landlord would just say, "hey, that's your problem". but he didn't, and today at 2 someone is coming to show those fleas some deadly business.
wow, who knew i could talk so much about fleas? that's ridiculous. well, i suppose that when most things are pretty stressful (as they are now, from family to wedding shakiness to schoolwork i can't make myself do), you just pick your fights, and the fleas have got to go. sad taht this seems to be the only thing i've really got some control over (okay, i can control how much homework i do in a night). okay, so this post is taking a turn for the worst. and i'm not even posting any pictures, which seems to be about the only way people will think my blog is interesting and comment on it. yikes. i think someone slipped a little sad into the water here. at least tonight i should perk up. got a show to go to at sticky's with ashely and some other pals.
oh, and i've got yet another girlfriend who has started a blog. be warned, she placed a disclaimer on her first post, so you never know what you're gonna read from virginia.
alright, enough is enough.

photo tour

so here's a little look at the quirky little apartment...well, everything but the bathroom (just inappropriate) and the kitchen (totally a wreck)...

dining room with awesome table and chairs and indian batik tapestry...
bookshelf with plants, painted chair, and window out of which the fire escape garden lives...
hallway to bathroom...
"bedroom" with tv and "fireplace"...
office portion of hallway...
front door, snazzy bike, pretty chair, tasteful nude...
view from front door of "living room"...

well, that's about it. it's not much, but it's home...and free of fleas for the second.

labor day weekend

so the weekend was without a labor day cookout, but it was certainly a good weekend. friday trevor came to town and we had dinner at vino's with ashley and joel after seeing ashley's new apartment (less than half a mile away). then it was to joel's sister's house to toast their brother andy for having passing "the bar". next to pizza d's where i suddenly didn't feel so well. but trevor had a good time and it was really funny watching him try to put sheets on the bed while a wee bit drunk. saturday we headed to perryville and hung out with some ranch kids. sunday we helped benjamin and stephanie with chickin' choppin' (see picture below), went swimming at the iron horse watershed, back for pizza lunch, then to two other watersheds for swimming adventure. the day was followed by a dinner get-together at jacob's new house. we were supposed to go camping but were scared off by tales of creepy seed ticks. yikes!
monday was spent trying to rid the apartment of fleas (gross!), only for me to find a few more this morning. out of desperation i threw out my prized bamboo floor mat because that seemed to be harboring the majority of the little buggers. i figure the mat is replacable, but my sanity is not!
school is still plugging along. by the end of the 11 hour school day i'm pretty desperate to get out. i mean, desperate...it's really hard being bored to death by 2 of the 3 classes i'm taking.
alright. i've got to go to bed now. internship in the morning and i'm prone to sleepiness.

so the picture is from last year's chickin choppin, but this is the general idea of what i do in the whole process. yes, the pictures sure can get more intense...

the W word

well, i've been nerdy and i've created a wedding web page through the knot.com. it doesn't have tons of info yet, and i'm not sure how much i'll actually put on there, but it does now exist. so for any interested parties, you can check us out at our wedding webpage.
i think we're about to head out for some perryville fun, so i'll have to post more later.

friends on the web

just a quick post to spread some love. more pals have joined the world of blogging... so here they are:
elizabeth's blog
chandle's blog
kari's blog

they're all there to the right, along with the other blogs and places i check out from time to time.

pup portrait

here's a picture i've been meaning to post...i'm with twelve-o at his art show (or the one in his honor by peter and hayden).

hey folks

so i'm into my second week of the semester. so far, so not doing much work. i did spend about seven and a half hours reading at my intership today. wow, that's pretty boring. but i did have an awesome meeting with jennifer from the olive branch about catering the reception this afternoon. the food is going to be AWESOME! i'm super pumped. then ashley came over and we watched a couple of episodes of felicity and drove around to scout out apartments. then i rode my bike to elizabeths for a spell. it's weird to see two pals in one night that i haven't seen in quite a while. hmm, i think that was tv-distraction talking.
in other exciting news, trevor and i have won a honeymoon! now we just have to decide between the mexican locals of cabo san lucas, puerto vallarta, mazatlan, acapulco and cancun; or st. maarten; san juan, puerto rico; and puerto plata, dominican republic (though, probably not there because airfare is way more there). so if anybody has any suggestions on how to make this decision, i'd be much obliged.

...prove to dad i'm not a fool

well, it's back to school time! i had my first day at my internship today. this year i'm at Arkansas Advocates for Children and Families with Paul Kelley. i think it will be really good. macro level big changes kind of stuff. today i entered data that was gathered from a focus group to help rid the state of payday loans. good stuff. class starts tomorrow. i've got evaluation and research from 10-12, management and community practice I from 1-4, and statistics from 5-8. that's right...i'll be in the same building for 8 hours all in one day. i'm glad to be back into the swing of things, i feel like i'm in my element when i'm in school; probably explains why i'm going for another masters after this (that, or i'm afraid of living in the "real world"...nah). now that's not to say that i didn't thoroughly enjoy my 2 weeks of vacation i just had. traveling for a week and then hanging out in little rock. tried on my wedding dress that came in way earlier than expected. that was fun. got to hang out a good bit with rachel and her boyfriend dev; it was really good to see them. had a fun play date with leah; she saw the dress and tried on some bridesmaid dresses, we went bead shopping and she taught me to make necklaces and earrings and such, then out for semi-fancy italian food. friday i had what turns out to be my last day at hardin's river mercantile. yep, i've been "laid off". don't think i got fired or anything...it's just a little too expensive for them to have employees these days. so now i'm going to be scraping for the extra cash that my fridays were to provide me (sadly i'm poor enough for $64 a week to make a pretty big difference). elizabeth's going to put me on the substitute teaching list at christ lutheran, and i think i'll try to do the same at holy souls and mount saint mary (both where i went to school). so if anyone else knows of some odd jobs i could do on friday mornings and afternoons, i'd be ever so obliged if you'd send them my way (that is, if anyone checks this frequently enough).
well, that's enough of that for now. i'm off to do other things. like play on the internet some more and read. i didn't exercise today, which is a bad way to start out my week of exercise. but i am wearing my retainer for the second night in a row. oh, and watch out...you just my see a contact-eyed brooke in the sort of near future...

a photo collage of updates...

i'm a little tired, a lot lazy, and pretty distracted by that 70's show. so i thought i'd post some pictures to show everybody what's been going on.


the fruit platter i made at work a few weeks ago for jermaine taylor (little rock boxer)...

This is my sage plant with some rain on it...

anders and trevor at ander's going away breakfast

joel and ashley being sweet at the holly grove breakfast...

the great smokey mountains of north carolina on the way back from boone, our future home...

ty dawg and chloie taking a break from barking at the cows and donkey...

leave of absence

well, i'm finally finished with summer school! woohoo! now it's time for vacation. tonight i'm to perryville for anders' going away party. then it's seeing him off at the airport tomorrow morning and then a hop, skip, and a jump to telford, tn (whatever, it's a really long boring drive!). i've got meetings set up with the director of the program and of the concentration at appalatian state in boone, so that will take a couple of days out of the trip, but it should be a good time. well, it's starting to lightening, so i'm gonna shut down and get to finishing packing. later peeps.

busy bee

well, the posting has, yet again, gotten away from me. i've just gotten so busy. what with school, work, and not cleaning my apartment or doing dishes, i've not had time for the ol' blog. not much new to report. i'm just watching will and grace and stalling on finishing up on the paper that's due saturday. one more week of summer school and work, then it's off to tennessee and north carolina. gotta check out boone and appalachian state...make sure i want to invest 2 or so years into it. plus it'll be nice to hang out with trevor's family. my family's off to the beach next week, and i'm just a tad green-eyed. i don't even remember the last time i was at a beach. i think i was 19 or something. yikes.

well, that's about all my attention span can get out for now. i'll post more sometime soon.

surprise!

i know i already posted today, but that was before i had the rest of a good morning/early afternoon. so i'd done some schoolwork (enough to be satisfied with myself for the time being) and rested and showered and whatnot, and i decided i'd go out shopping for a birthday present for erica, whose birthday was thursday. i went to the box turtle, which has been my favorite shop lately, and because they were having a 20% off everything sale...great combo. well, on my way out to the car i noticed a box sticking out of the mailbox next to mine. normally i'm not a snoop, but it was an amazon box, and i have had my mail put in the incorrect box before. but i thought, surely it couldn't be my harry potter...it's not due till next week sometime (see post from earlier today). but it was! i'm totally thrilled. now i've just got to finish up my other book so i can get started on this one (which will probably happen today!). at the box turtle i found a fun present for erica, and i found a fabulous fabulous skirt on super super sale (i saved$77) that will go great (i'm pretty sure) with a top i already have, so now i have something fun to wear to hayden and peter's art show tonight.
oh, and another highlight is that my sage plant that i'd container planted perked back up after the rain yesterday evening. it had been looking droopy since the move from the garden to the fire escape...so horray for timely rain. finally, a good day.

fortnight

wow, i can't believe it's been that long since i posted. it seems like just the other day. nope, it was 2 whole weeks ago. things have been just crazy busy here. i feel like i'm almost never home. between work, school, trevor, family, and occasionally friends, i'm always on the go. lately i feel like there's not been enough summer in my summer. i am letting myself do some summer reading, though (which, of course, means i'm not reading for class). i'm about to finish the poisonwood bible by barbra kingsolver, which has been really good. i'm pumped that the new harry potter came out today. it would have been arriving in the mail toay if i weren't a cheapo and requested super saver free shipping delivery. but i guess that just gives me time to finish my bible.
wedding planning is coming along, i suppose. we've got a date and a place: may 13, 2006 at wildwood park.
well, it's time for a late breakfast. i've been up since 7 this morning doing schoolwork and reading for fun alternatively....

copy cat

so i've decided to be totally unoriginal on this post and cut-and-paste the "survey" from jon's blog, only with answers pertaining to yours truly...i'm just trying to come up with something to do while i lie down before going out that doesn't involve falling asleep.
so here's to me being uncreative with my time:

Who was the last person...
[1] You touched? stacey
[2] You talked to? ashley
[3] You hugged? trevor seth
[4] You instant messaged? i have no idea...it was soooo long ago
[5] You kissed? trevor seth
[6] You yelled at? trevor seth (sorry, babe)
[7] You laughed with? stacey, jody, and josh
[8] You had a crush on? not telling...

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
[1] water
[2] fruit juice
[3] milk
[4] amaretto sours

Name four random facts about yourself:
[1] i have a midget toe
[2] i have had the same stuffed animal, mutt, since i was an infant
[3] i hate making the bed, but love it when trevor does
[4] my name is really alexandra brooks

Name four random facts about your family:
[1] crazy
[2] when i was 9 i moved in with my aunt, uncle, and 5 cousins
[3] aunt margie makes the best ever fried chicken and mashed potatoes
[4] i have some relatives that were raised thinking they were twins, but they were really cousins (told you, crazy)

Have you ever...
[1] Fallen for a friend? indeed, and i'm marrying him
[2] Made out with JUST a friend? yep
[3] Been rejected? enough to be good at it
[4] Been in lust? how could i not?
[5] Used someone? probably
[6] Ever been used? certainly
[7] Cheated? never in a million years
[8] Been cheated on? yes, one kiss can seem pretty major to a junior high relationship...
[9] Done something you regret? i try not to let myself regret things, but yes.
[10] Can you list a few of them? not here

Do you..?
[1] Color your hair? used to, may again
[2] Have tattoos? just one
[3] Have Piercing(s)? just ears
[4] Have a boy/girl friend? yepper
[5] Floss daily? i wish
[6] Like to groove to the music? you bet it
[7] Think you are cultured? enough for the time being
[8] Like to drive fast? uh, once caught going 92 in a 65...i guess that's pretty fast.
[9] Believe in God or Devil? definitely not the devil
[10] Believe in The Closet Monster? no, but i used to believe in the toilet monster...had to flush while halfway out the door.

Miscellaneous Questions!
[1] What should you be doing right now? taking a shower and gettin pretty
[2] What are you listening to? my window unit air conditioner
[3] Can you do anything freakish with your body? not notably freakish
[4] Chicken or fish? fish
[5] Favorite Season? spring
[6] Is ice cream the best thing in the world? it's not too far down the list
[7] What would your dream date be? i have no idea
[8] Silver, gold or platinum? anything but yellow gold
[9] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? restaurant...either, really
[10] Roses or wild flowers? wildflowers...
[11] Silly or serious romance? a little of both
[12] What CD is in your CD player right now? a mix i made before i "moved" to denver
[13] Who was your favorite Spice Girl? scary (see picture)
[14] Favorite Disney Characters? as me: ariel, as a bf: aladdin (i mean, he was fashioned from tom cruise!)
[15] Favorite fast food? grilled stufft burrito (no meat) from taco bell, wendy's fries, and a cherry slush from sonic (the best hang-over cure i've found yet)
[16] Favorite book(s)? i'm pretty hooked on harry potter
[17] Sports Team? wabbits
[18] Favorite song(s)? : dancing in the moonlight as done by toploader
[19] What room is your computer in? wherever. the computer accessories and desk live in the hall of the apartment (now, isn't that efficient)
[20] What is your shoe size? 5
Happy or Scary movies? i'll watch just about anything (except maybe a western...unless held at gunpoint)
[22] What will you be when you grow up? i'm going to save the world.
23] Who do you consider your best friend? ahleah

bad hair day, bad day...

man, today has been one BAD day. the morning wasn't so bad, despite the fact that i spent over fifty dollars at walgreens on toiletries (and forgot my $5 off cupon in the car). why do they always have to all run out at the same time??? the pms seemed to kick in midday, right about the time that the customers became difficult. the strawberries are nasty, so now i want a salad...where is there ice cream?...is there a bathroom in this place?... i yelled "jesus" in front of some customers when gerrardo put some ice in my shoe...and then the straw that broke the camel's back: "when i'm offering you money, don't turn it down. this is what a customer looks like, i don't know if you get many customers here..." yep, that was it, and i broke down and cried. right in front of stacey and the german man and his son who were fixing stace's computer. pathetic. ashley reminds me that this is why i'm getting an education. so i don't have to deal with old men who think they can be rude to me because i work behind a counter.
negative tension with trevor later tonight only made things worse...i think it's time for some mindless entertainment. or maybe i should start reading for summer school. yeah right.

saturday night was interesting. trevor and i "bartended" (read: filled cups with ice and made booze available) for a wedding party at aunt margie and uncle gene's in honor of meg's best friend. bumped into some girls i went to high school with; turns out one of them didn't even know meg and i were related...wow, i was a nobody in high school. good thing i turned out okay...another is getting married in maui...and another was going to call me tomorrow. it's monday, and fifty bucks says i don't hear from her until i bump into her again sometime, probably at a downtown bar...

quit the frisbee team. i'm not much of one for quitting, but i'm also not much of one for giving up my (very limited) free summer time for something that's not that fun. i'm just not into competition. when i played ultimate in college, people threw the disc to me because i was their friend. in the league, throwing the disc to me would put the team at risk. but i was quite the valuable player, seeing as i lack cajones (literally...i could have certainly used some figurative ones).

okay, that's enough bitching and moaning. time for some silver lining:
my apartment is coming along.
i have pretty flowers on two tables.
the brita water filter really does make my bad apartment water taste great.
i got to spend the evening cooking for myself and being alone.
i get to look forward to 3 new books and a bunch of body shop stuff coming in the mail soon.
it rained a little, so i don't have to feel guilty about not watering my garden today.
i think that should tide me over...till next time

kegger-schmegger

quite the weekend, had i. friday night trevor and i saw a late showing of episode III; thought it was pretty good...felt like it connected to the original three better than the second one (which i don't even really remember the plot of). worked saturday, then off to perryville for some boozing. did my first keg-stand (now that's an experience). i don't think i'd have made it through it without all of the wine i'd already had. needless to say, i had to grin and bear it through my hangover during mass, and wasn't completely fine until father's day dinner. not much else is too exciting these days. i'm trying to enjoy my last couple of school-free weeks before summer school kicks in. and trying to get this damn apartment in order. it's so hard to commit to unpacking when there are more interesting things to do...

winning young punks

so i made it through my first summer league ultimate game. i really wasn't so sure how i would fare, seeing as i haven't played ultimate since the stress-fractured leg four years ago. i didn't fall down or make a total arse of myself, so that's good, but i didn't actually touch the frisbee either (missed the one pass sent my way). i'm not terribly disappointed in myself, but i am wishing i were in better shape; which is what the whole frisbee thing is about. my team seems pretty cool. a couple of fellas i knew in a former life, and some i just "knew of" (story of my life in high school...knew of people, but wasn't really known myself). i was the only girl that showed up for the game, and it was looking like i was going to have to play the whole time to maintain the one-girl minimum; but the other team allowed us to use a couple of rookie guys to play in my place, which kept me from dying and throwing up the naked juice i chugged down right before the game started (BAD idea jeans).
so now i'm pooped to the max. i had a late junkish dinner, and i'm about to lie the old self down for a read and some sleepy time. tomorrow it's off to perryville with stacey to take her truck to the shop and to go swimming at the watershed. horray for summer.

searching for moss

i'm looking for meg moss...somehow we've become horribly out of touch. the email address i have for her keeps sending emails back (and i don't mean with replies), and i don't have any other contact info on her. she posted a comment on a previous post, but that's all i've heard from the lady in quite some time. so if anyone knows how i might reach her, please let me know. or if megan herself is reading this in the near future, i'm looking for ya.

estrangement

wow, i never thought i'd say this, but i think i'm just as addicted to high-speed internet as i am to tv. i had a 6-day hiatus from my internet during the big move, and it's been awful. i hate that i'm so obsessed with checking my email, my blogs, my online wedding planner (dork points: 2), etc.
so to catch up on what i've been doing in the last week, here's the play-by-play...
thursday: day off from work, began moving
friday: trevor comes to help move, rented team america
saturday: more moving, dinner with joel and ashley, rented the avaitor (good, but very long)
sunday: finishing moving, cleaning the old place, dinner with meg
monday: back to work, unpacking, dinner with elizabeth, chandle, and jerm
tuesday: work, star of india with ranch folks
wednesday: work, ultimate summer league draft party (first-round pick for women...thanks joe)
today: hanging out with aunt margie, more unpacking, hunter's ball game, dogsitting for erica and leah
and everyday laced with some sex and the city on dvd...i've got season 5 to watch tonight.
so that should have everyone up to speed on where i've been these days i've not been posting. of course, i'm not on a road trip like ellen, so nobody's too worried about my not posting!
anyhoo, i'd better give this doggie some attention before i become engulfed in the world of carrie and friends...

face-lift

just thought i'd check out a new template...try it on for size. the dots were getting on my nerves, and i'm hoping that's why no one posts comments (as opposed to the more likely reason, that i've gotten a tad boring)

appalling

okay, here's the scene: i'm at work, waiting for a customer to finish picking out what groceries he needs, when this out-of-town (evidenced by their t-shirts) couple walks by. let me back-track and explain that my work is one of many stores in the river market in downtown little rock. caddy corner to us on one end is a middle eastern cusine and grocery, and caddy corner to us on another end is the river market grocery. both booths are run by families of eastern origin. back to the couple. so they're walking by and i hear this from the woman: "is this whole place staffed by terrorists, or just this store?" WOW. i guess i know in my heart of hearts that people like this do exist around me, but i think i've done a pretty good job tricking myself into believing this was just the kind of thing you see on tv or hypothesize about. i don't really know much about the people that run either of the stores, but what i see is that they are good people. do they love the united states? i don't know. are they wreaking havoc in the river market and terrorizing people? no. in fact, this woman is the only person i've ever witnessed experiencing fear related to these shop owners (who were actually not even present, i suppose it was the mere title of the store "middle eastern cuisine and grocery" that sent chills up her spine).
i'm still trying to process this occurrence...at the very least i'm quite disturbed. and saddened. i feel sorry for that woman, that she harbors such unhealthy feelings towards absent middle-eastern shop owners; i feel sad for the couple that owns the store, that they have probably been present for such hatred, and that this will likely not be the last time ugly emotions are directed at them.
i just don't know.

calling all cars

well, it looks as though i've neglected my blog yet again. so here's a quick line before i head off to work for the day...
riverfest this weekend was fun (though soggy at times). trevor and i spent most of saturday there, and i got a lot of sun. we saw a good show by weakness for blondes (headed up by a fellow i used to work with at take a hike); saw some crazy-awesome tumblers out of chicago...they kept me nervous the whole time; saw my neice lauren frances do a little zebra dance with her dance class; ate some phillipino pork kabobs, a funnell cake, and a carmel apple; and met up with todd and crew for a drink at cornerstone before heading off to see the black crows (which, no, i still didn't recognize a single song).
after work on sunday i drove out to perryville and spent a lazy memorial day with trevor and some new and returning ranch volunteers. cookout with the volunteers, then back to little rock for a knitting party with some college girlfriends.
now it's time to get serious about packing up the house so i can make my move this week. if anyone's bored during the week and wants to help a sister out, let me know.
okey dokey, gotta run!

meat

as i was cleaning out my "keepers" folder in my hotmail account, i came across some interesting and long forgotten things. in addition to my usual saved messages of friends updating contact info, i rediscovered a special email from trevor from before we were even together. how funny that i saved such a thing; i, of course, didn't know then (over a year and a half ago) that our relationship would take us here, but i did know that i liked the way the email made me feel. it's nothing so cheesy as a love note (that's not really trevor's style), but in his own way it was a signal to me that he was diggin on me, too. it was such a treat to find, and i wonder where we'll be when it resurfaces.
something else i found was an email from a college professor with a link about factory farming. it's called the meatrix and everyone who eats meat (and those who oppose it for any reason) should check it out.
well, the party here on saturday was a bit more of a gathering than a party, but it was quite a success anyway. i believe everyone attending had a good time. i know i sure did.

girls just wanna have fun

so i realized that i've not been doing much talking about the tv i've been watching (which probably isn't such a bad thing); the past couple of days have been full of tv shows and whatnot...last night it was over to elizabeth's for america's next top model, tonight at kat and carl's for survivor and the apprentice. to keep myself busy between mowing the lawn and printing out pictures on my mini photo printer, and to help myself stay up late (which probably is a bad thing) i found myself borrowing and watching season 2 of sex and the city from elizabeth.
prior to this marathon i've indulged myself in, i'd really only seen a meager handful of episodes of sex and the city. i've been a fan of sarah jessica parker since my childhood favorite, girl's just wanna have fun; i must say, seeing her "all grown up" and having orgasams is a little weird at first...however, i've taken to the show just as i did dawson's creek (yep, i'm a closet dawson's fan). there are actually some vague similarities between the two shows: relationship troubles, the pretty prudish brunette, all-white cast.
the second to last episode of the season was quite interesting. it was about the differences/challenges between twentysomething and thirtysomething women. how odd to be a twentysomething woman (girl, whatever) and watch this show from the perspective of a thirtysomething. not that i'm some hot single in the nyc dating scene, snatching up the a-list men; but it was intriguing to see it through those eyes. something i'm also curious about is whether it's the ny setting or the age that has these women going on SO many dates??? i'm sure it's just the fictional writing, but come on! i don't have any friends that go on dates. elizabeth and i were talking about this tonight. is it little rock? is it being a twentysomething? is it the water? even when i was "available", i never went on dates. and i certainly don't know anyone (except a particular ex) who regularly went on dates with a new aquaintence...how peculiar...

update

well, i'm not being very consistent with this blogging thing. sometimes i don't feel like there's too much to post about anyways. but there have been some developments in the life of little brooke, that i suppose i could share. first, leah has officially moved out. yep, i'm roommateless. it's pretty weird, the house being empty, going a long time without speaking any words to anybody face-to-face (which will change next week when i start working 40 hours a week). trevor and i spent the much of saturday, some of sunday, and most of monday apartment hunting. it felt like a grown-up thing to do, and i'm not sure i liked it. it's a tough call to make: live in a matchbox and save money or cough it up and be more comfortable. i decided on comfort (money can buy happiness in that regard, i suppose), and will be moving into an efficiency (yep, an apartment without a bedroom is bigger than what i almost went with) apartment on kavanaugh in this really old, pretty cool apartment building. hardwood floors, old appliances, full of character. the garden is coming along quite nicely. for proof, see photos below. i'm also putting in some pictures of trevor and me on our first backpacking trip. we only spent one night because of mother's day, but it was a blast and worth the dusty drive. i'm hoping to get my rear into shape so i can make it farther than 2 miles a day without dragging...

trevor and me before hiking out of crystal prong 

trevorseth hiking over the creek we camped near. 

some of the mater plants aren't looking so good, but i'm hoping they'll perk up a bit... 

finito!

all right! school's finished for the time being. what a relief! my evenings are mine...all mine. so i'll be working full-time soon down at the river market. come check it out and buy some organic and local foods. good for you, good for the farmer, good for our planet. the web page is under development, but if you're interested go to http://www.rivermerc.com and keep your eyes peeled for progress.
i must admit that there's some sadness involved in this last week of school. on friday, while i'm away at work, my wonderful roomie leah will be officially moving out. not only does this mean that the only furniture i've got is in the dining room and my bedroom (not to mention no tv!), but the worst part is the fact that this will be the end of an era. sure, leah and i went a year without living together since moving in together (we've been dorm/rent house roomies since 2000), but this is for good, i'm afraid. we're growing up and our paths are taking us different places (cue sappy music).
on a happier note, it's camping time! trevor and i (and anyone else we can drag along) are going camping...finally! i'm super excited, even though it'll just be a one-night trip.
oh, and look out for some updated photos of the garden. i'm working on it, i promise.

pleading for plan "c"

alright, i have no idea who actually visits my blog, or if any of you are in little rock, but i'm posting tonight to plea for help creating plan "c" with regards to my living arrangements. plan a didn't work out, plan b's looking a little doubtful. so if anybody knows anybody looking for a roommate (to move in or to move in with), or if anybody knows of any available one bedroom apartments (preferably not in west little rock), i'd be ever so greatful for comment posts...